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Name: Angee
Country: United States
State: Michigan
Metro: Kalamazoo
Birthday: 4/12/1986
Gender: Female
Interests:
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Alkaline Trio, Beatles, Ben Folds Five, Ben Kweller, Blink, Bright eyes, Bush, Coldplay, Copeland, Dashboard, Eisley, Elliot Smith, Explosions in the Sky, Frank Sinatra, Frou Frou, Green Day, Groove Armada, Gwen Stefani, Handsome Boy Modeling School, Hawthorne Heights, Iron and Wine, Jack Johnson, Jamiroquai, Jimmy Eat World, Kanye, Kill Hannah, Keane, Kings of Convenience, Mae, Maroon Five, Moby, Modest Mouse, Moneen, Morissey, NERD, Oasis, Pavement, Peaches, Piebald, Pinback, Placebo, Radiohead, Raffi... haha, Razorlight, RHCP, Rilo Kiley, Snow Patrol, Spoon, Stereophonics, Straylight Run, Sublime, The Acadamy is, The Blood Brothers, The Bravery, The Darkness, The Doors, The Futureheads, The Killers, The Postal Service, The Shins, The Stills, The Vines, Tom Petty, Usher, Wilco, Willie Nelson, Yeah Yeah Yeah's.....:::::
:::Interests:::
laughing, the outdoors, good weather, architecture, movies, road trips, friends, co
Expertise: being rad
Occupation: Student
Industry: Engineering
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  postalmaekings
Member Since:
1/28/2005
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| Tomorrow -- Friday December 23rd -- Jenison is going to rock I will make sure of it
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| One of the worst days of my life happened today. Scared shitless and
mad as hell at the same time. One of my best friends tried to commit
suicide luckily Erin was talking to him online before he passed out and
called his brother we went over to make sure he was ok and ended up
spending the rest of the night in the hospital. The scariest thing is
knowing that if we hadn't found him or if Erin had dismissed his
strange behavior he would probably be dead right now. I'm numb. He
wrote a suicide note and left his laptop open right next to the couch
where we found him almost completely unconcious. It felt so
surreal driving up to the ER and us rushing in while he laid limp in
Matts arms. He's still unconcious but we'll know tommorow exactly
how he's doing. Thank god we found him in time. Five days ago I had one
of the worst dreams I've ever had and I never have nightmares. My dream
was that he had died and I watched it while there was nothing I could
do, I ended up bawling my eyes out and as soon as I woke up I wrote him
a message half jokingly asking if he was still alive. How insane is
that, I had a dream about him dying less than a week ago and now I
almost saw the life drain out of him. I don't think I'm going to be the
same after this.
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| I'm so tired of psycho christians trying to convert me to thier
religion. Sorry, I'm not at that point in my life where I want to be a
complete schizo yet. Why would I want to revert to being 3 years old
again by having an imaginary friend. Thats really all "god" is ... he's
a fucking imaginary figure that you believe is real and have
conversations with. Adults with imaginary friends... hmmm that might
define some people as clinically insane. Maybe I'm wrong but believing
in someone just because there is a book written about them
doesn't give it basis. Just because there was a movie about the
Earth being controlled my machines in which all we're seeing is images
that are projected into our brain and what we "feel" is actually
electrical impulses sent into our nerves("The Matrix") we don't all of
a sudden believe in "The Matrix" do we now? ugh. I'm not saying I don't
believe in "a greater being" I'm just not going to completely devote my
whole life to a God that may or may not exist. So, you say, "you just
have to have faith". Fuck faith, Just because you have faith that your
sister won't get in a car crash tommorow doesn't mean it won't happen.
So, having faith that if I believe in this religion doesn't mean theres
a heaven and hell after I fucking die. UGH, so I guess I'm just venting
after an attempt of conversion. No offense should be taken because I
really don't know what I'm talking about and have never taken religion
courses to back shit up.
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| I just made homemade caramel apples
you're jealous aren't you?
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| I'm scared I'm falling in a hole that I won't be able to climb out of anytime soon.
Now for some extravagant plans for the future that most likely won't happen but I wouldn't mind if they did.
*Quit school right now and start up my own business.
*Be in a band playing guitar/ maybe keys and partial vocals.
*Move to New York or Chicago the year after next and explore all possibilities.
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